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Monday, November 21, 2005

i tear my heart open
i sew myself shut
my weakness is that i care too much;

im finally fifteen (:
rahhh`
just another year older right

gonna be a busy week
so i can be kept occupied

think my attitude totally sucked during guides
blahhh
sometimes i think im too ambitious
or whatever you call it
one more year and i dont wanna give up what i've always been dreaming since sec1
but if my attitude goes on like this
i know im just going to screw up everyone's life
sometimes i wonder if im in the wrong place from the start
sometimes i do regret not joining dance
sometimes i do think that im not capable enough to hold what im having now
rahhh`
so maybe i shall just zi bi and screw myself up instead of being a blockadge
you earn respect
but i think i totally failed
and on a note
to those ppl out there who enjoy laughing at guides
if you're very much stronger den us
its still alright
but if your own squad's discipline and whatever rest are no where better
den zip your mouth and roll of somewhere
i hope you burst into flames the nxt time you decide to laugh at us
at least our endurance is much higher den yours k?
-no personal attack here.. i just cant stand it when some shu nu comes and laugh at us when they aren't anywhere better-

gotta learn shanhuhai, he se mao yi and yequ by end of year!
rahhhhh`

question of the day:
WHICH LEG HAIR IS SEXIER? STRAIGHT OR CURLY

so you tell me;
why do i get this mixed feeling time aftr time





I

AM

MAO!